Amidst All, I Chose to Stay..

Ups and downs, distress and dismay, 

Everything so messed up, couldn't find any way.

Amidst all, I chose to stay..

When the grass wasn't green,

and life decided to bean.

Amidst all, I chose to stay..

When my loved ones betrayed,

and I was treated as stray.

Amidst all, I chose to stay..

When trusting someone had become a dare,

and believing the lies was a daunting affair.

Amidst all, I chose to stay..

When my heart was smashed and I was left in agony,

everything would change but my destiny.

Amidst all, I chose to stay..

Life is a fractious picture, quite mysterious to portray,
some memories would fade, some would sway.
Amidst all, I chose to stay..

... AND I BID A FINAL ADIEU!

When did I grow up so old?

Nobody knew where the future would mould.

I stand at a new incept,

so vague, so brawny, strenuous to accept!

Dear Mom, Dear Dad, how am I to manage without your presence?

Dear bro, Dear sis, I would take with me our relation's essence!

Decked up for the D-Day, I look so majestic,

with a bunch of feelings, nostalgic and sceptic.

Parting ways, I would depart with my prince charming,

looking forward to a future so dazzling!

With tears in my eyes I would steadily withdraw,

leaving behind my glitch and flaw..

Hell Yeah That's 'ME'

I grew up with so much care,

the world outside was kinda nightmare.

Initially, it was all so rosy,

slowly and steadily it became all noisy.

The better you are, the worse is your case,

people hit you hard on your bloody face.

Shattered and pulverized, I asked for succour,

Everybody would ogle but nobody would occur!

Darn! Darn! Darn! the world is so shitty,

some chuckled and some showed pity!

What the heck did I do? Why the heck was I punished??

Oh thanks for the reward, a good soul just vanished!

I see somebody has fallen, do I pick up thee??

the bloody angel in me still resides, hell yeah that's 'ME!'